This morning I was talking to my mom. She said something that I totally tak boleh defend myself hahaha. Suddenly she compared herself with her friends. "Semalam mama went to my school reunion, almost semua orang dah ada grandchilds" hahahaha I was like errrkkkk apakah topik dia kali ini. Where should I run? Dapur? My bedroom? Aduuuhhhh what kind of reason should I tell her if I suddenly go to the kitchen? hahaha ok lets listen her first. Give her chance to express. Well she said "Sometimes in your love life, kita kena sacrifice Ika. Like me myself, I was so in love with Gilbert but too much of obstacles and barriers mama dah faced but because I love my late dad a lot I let Gilbert go and get married to your father whom I only knew him about 3 months time. You think I wasn't sad at that time? But nak buat macam mana we're not meant to be together"... Hurmmm macam dah more than 100 times dengar the same story. hahaha well tetiba she asked "For how long are you gonna wait for daus? kena ingat ika, you're older than him. Laki kahwin lambat tak apa. Lagi lambat lagi saham diorang tinggi. Perempuan lain. Sometimes you have to think about yourself jugak. Jangan melulu je sebab cinta." Ok sumpah terdiam. Tak tahu nak cakap apa. "Tak apa la ma, ada jodoh tu ada la. Biar Ika buat istiqarah dulu. Don't worry, my time will come. Dengan siapa? Ika tak tahu. But insyaAllah I'll give you your grandchild soon"
TRUE LOVE 'REQUIRES' SACRIFICE???
Seriously, marriage is really freaking me out! Mari menyedapkan hati dengan kata-kata azimat dibawah ini.
"Wahai bakal suamiku yang aku tidak pernah ketahui siapa, Jika namamu yang tertulis di Lauhul Mahfudz untukku, Nescaya rasa cinta itu akan Allah tanamkan dalam diri kita, Tugasku bukan mencari dirimu tetapi mempersolehahkan diriku, Wahai seseorang yang telah tertulis di Lauhul Mahfudzku, Imamku dan ayah kepada anak-anakku, engkaulah yang akan membersamai perjalananku.. Aku percaya engkau sedang memperbaiki dirimu, memantaskan dirimu untuk jadi imam bagi tulang rusukmu, dan khas buah hatimu kelak. Aku pasti menunggu insan sepertimu."
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