MENTALITY

Ok...today nak story about mentality...
Last week I went to office.. Tak keje untuk siaran langsung sinar luar...
Have to be at the office because the next day ade event @ one utama..
So I need to be at the office for the whole day..
Takpe..At least ade jugak experience stay kat Astro office yang sangat besar itu..
2x tersesat..haha..Well why mentality..haha..
If I work as usual (ejen sinar) budak2 yang ejen sinar je tahu macam mane diri ini...
haha..So duduk office for the first time..mereka tidak tahu sangat bagaimana cara saya..cewah!
Dah masuk waktu zuhur...Pergi la semayang zuhur..
Tanya kat budak2 dalam office tu surau dimana..mereka terpinga pinga..hahaha
Hanya mampu tersenyum melihat gelagat mereka..
Itu ok lagi..bile masuk waktu asar..aku diarahkan ke stor barang2 utk radio station..
Well aku kene tunggu skuad produa era baik dari tugasan..
because i need to take the walkie talkie for tomorrow's event..
Tunggu punya tunggu dah pukul 730pm..
Terasa sangat mara apabila tunggu sampai 2jam..huhu...
Well cakap pon macam nak nangis..
Diorang cakap ala bukan selalu tunggu pon...
Well aku cakap la..aku tak sembahyang asar lagi..pastu maghrib nak masuk dah..
Diorang semua terkejut.."What? Sembahyang" sambil tergelak2..
"Kenapa sembahyang sedangkan tak pakai tudung?" WTF...??????!!!!
Aku jawab dengan tenang. Sembahyang tiang agama..
Tudung or aurat is not an issue for you not performing yor solat..
Apakah islam pada name sahaja..? Islam? = hati-lisan-perbuatan
hati=percaya allah maha esa..islam agama yang benar
lisan=mengucap dua kalimah syahadah
Perbuatan=solat lima waktu..
Aku tau dosa xtutup aurat... Tapi at least dosa tu je aku tanggung..
daripada tak solat, pastu x tutup aurat..pastu ingkar kata parents..apakah?
well nobody's perfect..
takde sape yang boleh menilai dosa pahala seseorang..
Itu keje Allah...hehe ok..
And please change your mentality..
Orang islam kene sembahyang..itu yang boleh membezakan kita dengan agama lain...
Okeh..No heart feelings...No offence...

HE

He is a monkey...
He is a stupid jackass...
He is an idiot bastard...

and I started to hate him even worst...
.HATRED.HATRED.HATRED.
You were totally wrong...
I've said before that I can read people's mind if they are lying...
Why you need to play that game with me?
(kan dah kantoi - padan muke)

SAYIDDAH JAHIZAH

Hahaha...
I miss you boo-duck...!!!
gile gile miss you...
Mari jumpe..!! Hoorey..
Sampai kene mention mende ni dlm blog...
Nampak sangat aku windu kamooo...!!!
Mau gosip mosip tosip vosip...!!!~
PANAS!!!~ hehehe..
Lincah call aku..!!

*zeccaMEOW*

*SWEET MESSAGES FROM HIM (Sept09)*

2sept - 1 day without you feels like a year and I feel so lifeless without your presence near me

7sept - Got to office safely because of you, now I want you to go back safely too. I feel so guilty driving me all the way to midvalley here, and I cant get enough of you and i miss you already sayang.

7sept - Nevermind then because I dont need any songs or any movies or any thing to make me remind of you because I always think of you and you never leave my mind.

8sept - Everyday I wake up with the feeling of love towards you and it feels like exactly we've been in life the first time.

12sept - Thank you sayang for teaching me how to drive today even though you're bad teacher and Im a bad driver but you believed in me, that is the most important part, I believe in you too.

12sept - And your love to me is equal if not more my love to you.

15sept - I will always be here for you, I submit my life to you as you hold something precious of mine, which is my heart.

15sept - You know its funny why does everytime you're pushing me I seem to get closer to you

15sept - You know I never expect you to be so successful or to push to 110% over your limit. I am satisfied with you being who you are but if you were to aim higher I would respect you more.

19sept - You swept me of my feet yet again. Im so happy but Im so sad that I have to leave but it will be only temporary and I will be back with you, I love you with all my heart.

26sept - I thought I could save you from being mistreated but I was the one who did that to you.

26sept - I can pretend to sleep but really my tears are falling down my cheek

26sept - All I could ever want is you to be the beacon in my life and now I dont have you in my life I will go astray

26sept - All i ever want is a second chance from you, that is all that im asking. Shit like this will never happen again and you wrote me you love me eternity and i love you the same.

26sept - I know your my beautiful princess and Im just your ugly servant, truly you deserve better person for you, hopefully i can evolve having you in my life would help me change but now that your gone I would have to change myself better for you.

26sept - But thank you for what you done for me, I will cherish my memories with you, I was truly happy and Im not faking every single moment, the happy times, the hard and sad times too.

26sept - Just to let you know that if you need my help I'll be there for you and if you want to talk then I can talk to you and if you want opinion I can give it to you and if you want me to speak then I can listen to you and if you have any troubles I will come to your rescue.

27sept - Deep down you know you couldnt let me go, stop denying your love for me, I am obsessed with you and I cant get enough of you and I love you like no one could, so please get a new canvas to paint our colours of life together because I only want to be with you, I can tolerate your strong headedness, I can stand your lampiness, I am a water to your fire, when you are angry I will be the one who's calm, I am the logic with your emotional, I am the one who put you to sleep every night.

28sept - Im trying to hold my tears but it cannot be held and it hust burst, but i realize you have the right to be angry and im truly sorry. I love you and always missing you.

*FUTURE BABIES NAMES ON THOUGHT*

I was chatting with my baby last few days ago. Like others, we chatted about everything. Abruptly he asked me about our future kids (gila gediks). Well I said, I want 5 kids if he could make it 5. But the more the merrier. I dont mine if he will asked me for more kids. OUch. Haha. Then we started discussing about the names. Haha. Like what I wish, I love the name of Zulaikha and Daniel because the meaning is so good and lovely (nak juga ambik name sendiri kan). Proud of my name, dude. So I’ve listed the name to him:

* Madeena Zulaikha

* Fateeha Zulaikha

* Tameemi Zulaikha

* Rauf Daniel

* Mikail Daniel

* Daniel Zulkarnain

He said, he likes all the names that I've been given above. Well what we need now is to strengthen our relationship and hope we could make it happened. I love you sugarpie <3

-zeccaMEOW-

K.A.K.A

Apakah?
Apabila rakan2 ejen di SINAR FM memberi daku pet name iaitu KAKA...
Aku sangat kecewa T_T....Kata mereka, ZECCA sangat sukar untuk disebut...
Dan alangkah syahdunya hati apabila Kak Engku - Saleh Yacoob - Krill - Abby Fana memanggil namaku semasa on air? Kaka? Kahkahkahkahkah...Uwaaa......!!!
Eman-Shah-Jaja memang tidak berhati perut...
Katanya, Abang Rustam setuju dengan panggilan Kaka itu.... pfft!!

sangat.menyayat.hati

*zeccaMEOW*

My 1st Cross (alone) - On Air

Hai dan Selamat Petang,
OK lintasan yang terakhir hari ini,
Ejen sedang menanti anda di Tempat letak kereta
Taman Tasik Permaisuri, Cheras Kuala Lumpur
Banyak hadiah hadiah yang best disini, antaranya
Album Tracy Huang, In Down Memory Lane yang menampilkan lagu-lagu seperti dancing queen, when I need you, I dont wanna talk about it dan banyak lagi. Terima kasih kepada WARNER MUSIC MALAYSIA.
Nak tengok ben10 secara live tak? Huh Kami ada tiket ben10 and ben10 Alien Force live on stage show power of omnitrix.
Ada juga produk penjagaan muka dan kecantikan dari El-Hajj Produk Sdn Bhd.
Ada lagi pati ikan haruan cap Ecolite.
Tak lupa juga barangan eksklusif dari P1 Wimax
dan semestinya barangan istemewa dari SINAR FM, Wow!
Tapi ingat 20 minit sahaja kami menanti anda di tempat letak kereta Taman Tasik Permaisuri, Cheras Kuala Lumpur.
Untuk ejen sinar, saya zecca bersama-sama dengan Jaja dan Eman, tentunya ejen ceria anda!!! Yeay...!!!!~

.A.W.H.I.L.E.

busy.busy.busy
work.work.work
sorry.dont have any ample time to update mine.
hectic-life begin...
plus I dont prepare for my masters program this coming Dec yet.
Oh My Gucci!
I need my time...!!!

-zeccaMEOW-

NETBALL MATCH

zecca-in a white cap

18 teams...
Represent for Puteri Setiawangsa...
Without any training...
On a sunday morning...
At 8am - registration.stretching.

Stretching up

Before the next match

.victory.

It was fun....
After the game, we went to KFC....
.STINK.STINK.STINK.

SINAR FM

12 NOVEMBER 2009 - Thursday...
Join the SINAR FM crew...
First day working with radio station...
Eventhough it was quite tiring but I still can stand with the job...
Its fun and happening...
Just as my temporary part time job...
Before I get my PTD's interview result...
Will get to know with Linda Onn, Saleh Yaacob, Jamal Jamaluddin, Raja Azura, Kryll, Zaidi, Abby Fana and etc more closer...
Hey guys, dont forget to hear my voice on air...
Lembah Klang - 96.70
. : ALL THE BEST ZECCA :.

-zeccaMEOW-

STOP WORRYING

Worry? You can stop worrying! But how to stop worrying and start living? Everyone knows that worry is dangerous. But can anything be done about it? For me, yes. Something can be done about it. We can conquer worry! If the worry is conquering you, that means you should booked any hospital beds for your nervous and emotional troubles treatment before the room is fully booked. Because I noticed, nowadays people are controlled by their emotion. It is so dangerous! Well like what i said above that something can be done about worrying. What you need is try to put some rules in your life. Here is mine:

1. Avoid worry - Never worry about anything, under any kind of circumstances
2. Relax and take plenty of mild exercise in the open air
3. Watch your diet - Always stop eating while you're still a little hungry



I am an ordinary human being. Same as other ordinary mankind who faced lots of problem and will get tensed immediately too. My boyfriend always tells me to think of relaxing all the time - to think about it when I am working, driving, eating and trying to go to sleep. He also tells me that I am committing slow suicide because I don't know how to relax. Haha. Life is much more pleasant and enjoyable and now I'm completely know how to get free from nervous fatigue and nervous worry. So I am no longer destroying my health and happiness by anxiety. PEACE OF MIND! Thank you my love for your uplifting words, never give up to cheer me up when I am totally down..

-zeccaMEOW-

EGG = BABY

While Im in Terengganu, I got lots of ample time. So I fulfilled my precious time by reading newspapers. And this issue came out as the subject of my blog today. I was so stunned when I look at the focal news “EGG-FREEZING”. Curiosity is damn high, without any delay I started my readings. In point of fact, it is about how the women in the world are beginning to freeze their eggs in “egg banks” so they can have their babies later. I think the women who have this frame of mind, attitude and thinking have their own reasons. Perhaps they want to delay motherhood while undergoing any medical treatment. May I put it into words? REPRODUCTIVE FREEDOM! Haha... Based from the sources I’ve read, the egg freezing is actually a technology which is to store the gametes. However freezing the human egg which is the largest cell of the body may cause ice crystals in the egg cell, rendering it mostly non-viable upon thawing” – AUDREY VIJAINDREN.

Well, through my knowledge and opinion, in islam sperm that is used within the marriage is all right. The same should apply to egg banking. If it's within the marriage, its fine, otherwise its not allowed. Some single women may claim that they want to freeze their eggs until they're married. But what guarantee is there? They may use the egg even if they never get married.

THANKS BABY

My dear...
Thanks for saving my life all those days...
Thanks for loving me no matter how crazy I become...
Thanks for supporting me when you had really rather not...
Thanks for agreeing to disagree with me most of the time...
Thanks for allowing me to be me...
Thanks for always telling me that you love me just before you fall asleep...
Thanks for being concern for my health because actually you want me to live longer...
Thanks for believing me when I tell you that you are handsome and incredible...
Thanks for being you and allowing me the pleasure of getting to know you, falling in love with you, spending all these years with you and growing old with you..
THANKS FOR LOVING ME...AND I LOVE YOU TOO~

-zeccaMEOW-

Sweet Messages from HIM (Aug2009)

* Just want to say Selamat Berbuka to my favorite person in the world, I love you and I miss you

* Sorry baby, I couldnt control my tears I miss you so much

* My sweetest baby that I miss so much everyday, I have no intention to hurt you just to live you in a wrong way

* I want to go back and it would be nice to hug you before I go

* Im home sayang and if you want anybody to talk to Im just a phone call away

* I am a water to your fire, i'll try to control your flame but in turn I will heat up and boil and then we both cool down and we'll be in each other arms before you know it because I need you more than anyone could ever know

* Baby, I am so full but I feel so hungry, I am so hungry for the touch and how your body caresses mine, The smell of your body arouses me and for a moment I cannot take my eyes of you when we were out just now

KISS ASS

Hahaha...Thanks guys for dropping by to my blog page..Well it is out of sudden I think about the 2 words combined which are KISS and ASS...Kiss is and adorable action for me...And ass errrr how to elaborate it here...Hahaha...But here I dont want to discuss about that 2 words...I just love to say that KISS ASS is not good sometimes..Normally this KISS ASS word will be used as an idiom or phrasal verbs..The meaning is quite rude.. From my view KISS ASS is to try too hard to please someone and to agree with everything they say, in a way which other people find unpleasant..For example here - If you want promotion around here, you're going to have to kiss ass.. WTH am I gonna kiss someone's ass for I got a good one of mine.. haha... Therefore, do take care of your own ass and never try to let anyone kiss your ass for the reason that the person who really love to kiss your ass is such a big liar.. Normally they want to play save but actually they arent.. The time will come.. Allah is watching you all the time.. HE will pay you off.. Watch out..~

-zeccaMEOW-

PTD's Interview

Date : 2nd Nov 2009
Time : 8 am
Venue : Suruhanjaya Perkhidmatan Awam, Kompleks Kerajaan C, Putrajaya

Reached there @ 720am...My baby was accompanying...
I went to 6th floor and he waited me at the cafe...
With his good luck kissed, I walked confidently into the interview hall...
Checked out my name on the list at the front desk...
The person in-charge gave me a piece of paper (B-203)...
I found about 300 candidates inside the so called hall...
There are 10 rooms..Each room will be conducted by 2panels..
Was sitting near to the room B...
At 9am, the panels get into their rooms..,
At 94oam...I went into room B...
I greeted them Assalamualaikum and Good Morning..
They asked me to give my cert's file before i have my seat...
And the interview began....
There were 2 session...
1st conversed in Malay...
2nd conversed in English...
The questions were been asked as below...

1. Serba sedikit tentang diri anda
2. Apakah PTD?
3. Berapa bidang tugas dalam PTD?
4. Mengapa PTD?
5. Beza konsep 1Malaysia(kerajaan) & Malaysian Malaysia(DAP)
6. Langkah kerajaan berhubung Gagasan 1Malaysia
7. Persamaan & perbezaan Misi Nasional & 1Malaysia
8. Bahasa Ke-3 French? Kenapa?
9. Converse in French Language
10. How do you level your English?
11. In what way is your learning process (english language) would be?
12. Why you choose Masters in Public Administration (Economics) in UM?
13. Which one will you choose? Masters or PTD?
14. What is Nanotechnology?
15. World of business (why your generation lack in involving that line?)
16. Where did you get the Barack Obama's statements? (based on above question)
17. If you will be hired, what will you give for your beloved country in 10 years from now?


Alhamdulillah..the interview went smoothly..I went out from the room with a big smile...
It takes me about 20mins ok...well done zecca!!
The result will be posted end of this month or early next month, I think..

Later I went to Alamanda with my boyfriend...
THE TIME TRAVELER'S WIFE..!!!!! 2 thumbs up!!

BLUR

Less than 48 hours to go...
And I am still BLUR...
Am I totally prepared?...
And my answer is "Im not sure"...
I dont put any hope for this Monday event...
I will try my best and luck...
If there is any door for me, then I'll not hesitate to open it...
Hopefully this Monday will be MY DAY...
And I pray for myself not to be blurred and panicked on that day...

DOUBLE-FACED

Having two faces is not good
It is marked by deliberate deceptiveness
Especially by pretending one set of feelings
And acting under the influence of another
Sometimes people called it as a double tongued - duplicitous - deceitful - dishonest - etc
He/She irritates me (I dont want to point it here-BIAS)
He/She is being or acting so as to conceal one's real intentions (OBVIOUS)
Aint that funny?
Such a HYPOCRITICAL cat!
Trying to play this war with me?
You want to live in a living HELL?
Sure, I'll make sure of that
I'LL KEEP MY WORDS my dishonorable friend...

SELFISHNESS

Selfish..? Selfishness..? What is that..?
For me, Selfishness is a sin..
Sin - taking advantage of others in order to satisfy personal - selfish desires..
Sin - satisfying normal appetites in an abnormal way to satiate selfish wants..
Happiness never comes from being selfishness..
Same goes to success..
You will not be successful if your heart, your soul is controlled by your bad attitude-selfishness..

QUOTES:
"It's always selfish if you don't do things the way certain folks want to do things to redistribute the wealth. After all why should everyone work for that money when only a few need to work to support the rest?"

In one team..You can never work alone..
You need one another..
Besides I always hold this phrase "The more the merrier"
For example..In any war..If you dont have the cooperation in a team..
The team will be lost - so called as a LOSER!
If you dont want people called you "LOSER"...then please throw the selfishness away..
Dustbin is everywhere..

-zeccaMEOW-

USED vs LOVED

(I've received this story from my friend and Im glad to have it as a reminder..I hope you have a good day no matter what problems you may face..It is the only day you will have before it is over)

While a man was polishing his new car,
his 4 yr old son picked up a stone
and scratched lines on the side of the car.

In anger, the man took the child ' s hand
and hit it many times not realizing
he was using a wrench.

At the hospital, the child lost all his fingers
due to multiple fractures.
When the child saw his father.....
with painful eyes he asked, ' Dad when will my fingers grow back? '
The man was so hurt and speechless;
he went back to his car and kicked it a lot of times.
Devastated by his own actions.....
sitting in front of that car he looked at the scratches;
the child had written ' LOVE YOU DAD ' .
The next day that man committed suicide. . .

Anger and Love have no limits;
choose the latter to have a beautiful, lovely
life & remember this:
Things are to be used and people are to be loved.
The problem in today ' s world is
that people are used while things are loved.

Let ' s try always to keep this thought in mind:
Things are to be used, People are to be loved.

......................................................................................................

Watch your thoughts; they become words..
Watch your words; they become actions.
Watch your actions; they become habits.
Watch your habits; they become character;
Watch your character; it becomes your destiny.

-zeccaMEOW-

ACADEMICAL ASSEMBLY

Haha...poyo giler nak letak academical assembly tu..convocation sudah..!!!haha..well 21 oct mencatatkan detik-detik sejarah kepada seorang graduan bernama spolan binti spolan..haha gile skema ayat...Aku bukan skem nak skema2 ni..cewah..sorry skem..mesti ko terbatuk2 bile aku sebut name ko kan..haha...well...aku bangun awal la jugak tp heran tetap sampai Shah Alam kul 8am..mmg bengang cuz i need to park my chubby kat padang kawad then naik bus turun kat DSB.. Dah cantek2 aku bersiap dr uma...jadi aku yg slekeh serabai mcm witches yg salu pgg broom die tu..haha..tape la xkisah la tu..aku malas nk cite panjang..since gmbr pon berjuta ku capture why not aku show off gambar je kan..Twitttt...aku lupe nak mention yg dtg aritu ngan aku mama n bayi ku..pastu sahabat yg dtg adalah ray..ala sweet..!! Aku xkisah kot sbb aku paham ari rabu susah kot org nk dtg..xkan nk ponteng2 keje sbb nk g convo aku yg kali ni mcm......tettttttt....


Bengang gile this time punya assembly..da la name x mention..pastu suppose yg dpt ANC dpt hadiah (wang ringgit) tp xdpt pon..pastu tade baling2 graduation cap..gile bosan n so dull...Nasib baik dak2 ANC di'isolated'kan...at least dpt berborak ngan Pro Canselor-Vice Canselor and such... plus tangkap gambar ngan sume penerima ANC...Ermmm then mama nak terus tangkap gambar kat studio..utk kenangan2..si baby menemani..makaseh ya..well malas nk cite panjang...jom tgk gmbr...before off coretan ini at last dapat gak genggam ijazah ni...Alhamdulillah...Congratulations untuk diri snirik..~

SNATCHER?

I'M NOT A BOYFRIEND SNATCHER...
I WAS A VICTIM OF CIRCUMSTANCE...


-zeccaMEOW-

PATH OF HOPE...

Every child,
Even those born into poverty,
Deserve the fullness of LIFE...

Nutritions & Todds

Parents need to know that nutrition at an early age counts for the future. Early nutrition is important. If you dont feed children the right way, you will have trouble later. Haha I speak like a Doctor...No! Like a Nutritionist.. Whatever, I dont care. I just care about the adequate nutrition for toddlers. Dear mother out there, you know what, among the problems that poor nutrition can lead to include obesity (as I mentioned in my previous entry), hypertension and high levels of fat in the blood (haha I dont know what term of this disease should I say).


I still remember Mr Zakaria said (my Human Behavior's Lecturer) that "between the ages of 2 and 3 years, a child's brain would have grown dramatically to 80% (sorry, i cant remember the percentage whether 70 or 80) of an adult's size while producing billions of cells. What is the famous nutrition that have in any baby's milk? I think is DHA but I do not so clear what is DHA actually about. Its just like I heard the name on TV (Milk Advertisement hahaha) Well in fact that you need more than one ingredient for brain development. And attention to future mum, nutrition during pregnancy is critical. If the baby isnt properly nourished in the womb it could be a cause for problems later. Ok! Before I end, I just love to say that do ensure your children eating right one. Thank you~

Boyfriend

Its quite challenging to let this relationship stay stronger for each day.. As a woman, there is that little feeling of jealousy because Mohd Firdaus Bin Ismail has a lot of female fans (Sounds like he is an artist) hahaha... But we are both serious about this relationship and we are taking our time to get to know one another better. For me, marriage is not on the cards for the time being as I want to focus on my Masters and career. And not to forget, now my priority is my family. As I told to my baby, for a start, I hope to buy a house for myself. To those who are asking me the same question "Bila nak kahwin?" and the answer is already given above. When? Ermmm...Insyaallah in 3 years time..Well baby, sorry for being rude & harsh towards you sometimes..Im not that perfect but I will change for the better, ok. Thanks for loving me. Love you for eternity muahhxxx~

Continue Triple XL below

I want to continue from my entry below as I promised to do that if my idea is in my pocket of brain. OBESITY EPIDERMIC - I've read about that topic in one of a magazine (cant remember when and which mag) Haha as we can see now, everyone is getting fatter. Children are fatter than their parents. Sometimes I wonder, are people really so unhealthily fat? What do you think? As I noticed that the problem today seems to be that we have demonised FAT even among people who are labelled OVERWEIGHT rather than OBESE. Based on my wisdom (correct me if Im wrong) the older we are, the fatter we become no matter what we eat, though this seems to conflict with the obesity-generation argument that we need to fat in order to avoid starvation. So are we getting too fat? What does TOO FAT mean in terms of individual happiness and health? To see a world-wide epidermic of fat caused by a conspiracy of fast-food producers and we must control this epidermic by dieting culture. Those producers only think about the wealth and never consider about people's health. So people out there, DO STRUGGLE DAILY AGAINST GREED FOR FOOD AND DRINK.

Astagfirullahala'zhim....

Ya Allah...Mengapalah ada manusia yang mempunyai hasad dengki? Mengapalah ada manusia yang tidak senang melihat kebahagian dan ketenangan orang lain? Dan mengapalah aku selalu menjadi mangsa kedengkian orang lain? Salah ke aku kecapi kebahagiaan yang aku inginkan? Apabila aku merasai kebahagiaan itu, ada sahaja manusia yang bertopengkan syaitan ingin mengganggu gugat kehidupan ini. Wahai manusia itu, tidak perlulah engkau memulakan permainan itu. Aku tidak gentar dengan mainan engkau. Selagi aku ada tuhan yakni Allah SWT, selagi itu aku tidak akan gentar dengan apa yang hendak engkau lakukan. Sesungguhnya balasan dari-Nya lagi berat daripada apa yang engkau cuba lakukan terhadapku. Apa salah aku terhadapmu? Aku tidak pernah kenal siapa dirimu. Engkau yang cuba merampas hak ku. Aku tidak membuat keputusan untuk mendapatkan kembali hak ku tetapi hak aku itu yang tidak mahu engkau mengganggu gugat kehidupan dan kebahagian kami. Tidak usahlah engkau mencalarkan maruah engkau itu. Cukuplah apa yang telah engkau lakukan terhadapku. Aku tidak menyimpan apa-apa dendam wahai engkau yang aku tidak pernah kenali. Oleh itu, sila pergi jauh sejauh-jauhnya dari kehidupan aku. Aku amat berbesar hati jika engkau melakukan sedemikian. Sekian ~

Woman = Miserable ?

Wow..I've been given a lot of ample time during my days in Terengganu so I love to share my acumen to all of you. I am very proud of my dad for the reason that he is such a knowledgeable man and I wish to be like him. While I was watching TV this noon, he spoke to me about world issues and I love to hear his mumbling-murmuring. My learning curve and plus I can sharpen my English too. Without any delay after I received his intelligence, I went off my lappy and started to vomit away all my wisdom on this blog. As a result, I came out a 'women' topic.


Why do men get happier as they get older while we (woman) get more miserable? I know that Im not that old to write this things up but based on my observation, I think I am mature enough to compare between male and female nowadays. I am the species of female and pretty much got it all (success-love-careers) excluded for whom already married (sexualfreedom-babies) . As we (female) noticed that we're running countries for goodness sake-huge-powerful ones like what did my dad mentioned to me just now (ARGENTINA = Christina Fernandez - BANGLADESH = Sheikh Hasina) and much more. May I say that it is nearly got to be the most powerful person on Earth? We must be over the moon (exactly I followed my dad's sentences) dancing all the way to the office and then all the way home again at night. That is why I state that women are more miserable than we have ever been and we are actually getting more miserable. According to a research (I cant remember from whom) Men are getting happier and moreover are even happier as they get older. UNFAIR! I've read today's newspaper, the WHO reports that depression is second most debilitating disease for women and for men it is the 10th most. My dad said that women are terrible moaners. Anyhow maybe women moans because of several things (want to be married-want a baby-boring at home-want to go back work-feel guilty about leaving their baby) Its complicated right?


In any case, we still need to live a life. Either sweet or bitter, we must meet-head on it. What we must do is appreciate the things we are doing well in life, whether it is mothering or working and not dwell on the things we fear we're missing out on. Never set yourself on being unhappy ok. Till now. da~

Timeless love

If music is the food of love, play on

To my beloved baby
Lets renew our commitment
because
I LOVE YOU SO MUCH
and
I WANT US TO BE HAPPY NOW, TOMORROW AND FOREVER~

Triple XL

Your pants size might help gauge your risk of developing certain cancers...Regardless of how much you actually weight...What am I trying to say here is triple XL (XXXL) can mean big problems.. I am not pointing at anyone here but as I am being concern, I love to post it here to share with you... No-heart-feelings...No-offence...I know I am not into Medicine or stuff but I've read a lot about the obesity and such...OMG...I lost in track...I was pausing just now because I went to the toilet and now the mental-block is controlling me...Will post this issue later when the ideas are out of the brainbox..sorry..~

University of Malaya TOP 200 World Ranking

Hahaha...I've been offered by University Malaya to pursue my PHD at first but I turned down the offer and focusing on doing my masters degree at the same university..Well, this morning I turned on the newspaper pages and straightly saw the Highlight news "MALAYSIA BACK IN TOP 200"..My curiosity was unexpected at that time and I read the passages clearly..hehe..UM returns to the world's top 200 after a 2 years absence...haha climbing 50 spots from last year's 230th to this year's 180th...It is followed by UTM which improved its ranking 356th to 320th this year...Well Harvard University continues to reign supreme in the global higher education scene by topping the world university rankings this year...BRAVO BRAVO...UM has managed to improve its position in the World University Rankings 2009...haha~

Baby's 21st Birthday @ Poolside

HAPPY 21st BIRTHDAY MY DEAREST BABY

Some people give the gift
of peace and tranquility
to every life they touch.
They are always who they really are.
They are blessedly reliable,
dependably good,
predictably pleasant,
loved and treasured
by all who know them.
You are one of those people.
You are a gift
of peace and tranquility
in my life.

Happy Birthday love!

Sorry if my planned (pushing u into the pool) wasnt a good one but I really2 hope that you enjoyed on your "getting-old-day"

SWEET - You are reading your birthday card from your loved one

23rd SEPT 2009

The girls who came to your BASH...Thanks munks and Sara..

PART 5 : 23rd BASH with MUNK @ TAMARIND SPRING

Hahaha...I was totally busy handling the WORLD CONGRESS OF MILITARY MEDICINE event (for a week) so now I have extra time to update my blog...Well, I wanted to start with my birthday bash with MUNKS...As they promised to celebrate my birthday together (3-of-us-only)...Its held on september but I dont have enough hours to update my blog...hahaha..So here it goes~


Well, it went like this...Munks asked me to pick one restaurant that I love to have my bash with them..So I chose TAMARIND SPRING @ Taman TAR Ampang..As Mira munk mentioned on her blog, this bash is like my 5th birthday celebration so no surprise at all..haha..But at least I never come to TAMARIND SPRING with them so I really enjoyed that night (haha sebab makanan die sgt2 mahal)hahaha...thanks munks..!!


I promised to fetch them at 7pm..well what can I say...I am suit to be a CEO company... haha...always late..meow meow...cowie...I fetched them at 8pm...haha..apelagi...telinga kene pekak kan sekejap (kene mara-makihamunhalilintar)...I felt like so outraged...I asked them to wear skirt...NO pants at all but then I was the one who wear skirt...


Later we reached at the restaurant (rainy night) huhu..But the landscape is still superb-exquisite...hehe... Unfortunately came this one stupid-dull-brainless waiter to our table and spoiled our mood...He said that the scene, panorama, landscape and such are priceless and we are not allowed to snap pictures...What The FISH..!!!! Mira was like so turned-off..pity her..she tried to control herself..I knew her well..Because of tryna respect my day..sorry munk..Shortly, we ordered our meal..funny funny funny...I was like dunno-what-to-eat-and-kene-mara-dgn-munk-sbb-xorder-my-meal-yet..

Mira Fried rice..delicious..

My meal..I cant remember the name..weird

Sha's LAMB...

Desert

TARAAA............Thanks MUNKs..

Well we still enjoyed our night in the company of chill-romantic-place..Then we were quietly snapping pictures..muahahaha...but i was so dishearten since my camera didnt work at all...Greatly mira brought her PDA...Those pictures were taken as below...ENJOY seeing~


After we finished our meal...we decided to hang around at the Tamarind Spring area...Later we made a move and decided to lepak2 at any mamaks...But suddenly Sha brought up her idea to lepak2 at PAK LI Danau Kota..I was directly brought them to that place..I thought that we just have our lepak2 (minum jek bukan makan) but unexpectedly Mira and Sha ordered their foods...I was like kick-in-the-teeth...(bukan dah makan ke tadi)...We really had our good time together...And I really love this 2 bloody odd girls...haha...Thanks munks..!!!

On the phone with baby

Our foods and beverages....hahaha

HAIR-CUT

Forgot to tell...
Last week I cut my BF's hair...
Haha...You can see how long his hair from my previous notes below...
And now his hair is totally short...
I cut it short...Because of the WCMM's event...
Yelaa....work with the military...haha...
Sorry baby if the hair isnt look good...Ive tried my best...
But you look so cute with your new hair...

* BUSY *

I've been very busy this whole week...
And now I take this opportunity to say that I'll be updating my blog few days from now...
Right now I am at Kuala Lumpur Convention Centre...
Organize an international event *WORLD CONGRESS MILITARY MEDICINE*...
Will get back soon....!!!!

FUCKING-LIE-RELATIONSHIP

He ruined everything...
I was being mistreated...
Greediness isnt good for it may harm your life...
But why does people love to take risk for being one?
Better being alone than living a lie...
No more tears and no-more-fucking-lie-relationship (excuse my words)
I have no problem to leave a guy...
Because I know I deserved a better man...
I dont mind standing alone without a man...
I can still stand tall on my feet...
BIG LIAR? WOMANIZER? LIES? SWEETALKER? BULLSHITTING? SMART CHEATER?
Just choose which one suits you...
I dont give a shit...Not anymore!!!
And second chance is BULLSHIT...
Forget all your wishes..your dreams...
For I am not going to be yours anymore...
So I beat FAREWELL for this fucking-lie-relationship...

. : HAPPY EID MUBARAK : .

Apabila mereka terkejut budak besar semangat bermain bunga api...haha..who cares!

Ouhh..I still have this opportunity to seek everyone's forgiveness...I know Im not that perfect...I have lots of sins and I would be happy if my apologize been accepted...Sometimes I blew out all the harsh words..Im sorry..I didnt mean it..I think I should off here because I need to prepare meals for the next morning...Well before I typed off, I love to wish you HAPPY EID MUBARAK..Enjoy this festival to the max but becareful all the way...Dont eat too much for it will harm your stomach (Stomach-shocked after a month of not-getting-food-during-the-day) .. Take good care of yourself.. Have a safe & smooth journey ok..!! MAAF ZAHIR BATIN...!! *HUGS*

PART 4 : MY BIRTHDAY @ Joe's Place

17 September 1986 babies
. : ZECCA - MUHAIMIN - WANIE : .
AT JOE'S PLACE SRI HARTAMAS

Us with yummilicious ice cream cake

...Blew baby blew...

My supportive boyfriend and bestfriend

By the way the place is quite relax..Its a good place to have your leisure time with friends and love one..You can choose whether to sit on the ground (they're providing a small table-carpets-cushions) and also you can choose to sit on the table..haha..Well the visitors come to the Joe's place to have their shisha and arabic's food/drinks..This place is opened few months ago and the crowd is there..Its hard for you to have your seat if you're not doing any reservation.haha..trust me..!! Thanks to my twin Muhaimin whose incharge this birthday bash..Thanks for the cake too..Eventhough I was so exhausted I still have my great time with those people who came to the celebration..Thank you so much..xoxox * HUGS *

PART 3 . : 23rd BIRTHDAY : .

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ZECCA..!!!

My baby & I was heading to THE CURVE..Before that I went to Setapak (Hair treatment) & fetched Wong @ Wangsa Melawati..Then I went back home and prepared myself..At 6pm I fetched my baby @ LRT Setiawangsa..We reached @ The Curve around 730pm..Actually when I arrived at the REDBOX, I dont even know who is coming because this is exactly Sha’s idea..And she kept the secret until I found out who were there..I asked the frontdesk counter under Sha’s reservation and she said the room is 7..SO i directly went to that room and found out all my collegues were there (faiz-sara-ray-amna-daam&wife-shafiq&partner)...Sha & Acad were late..There reached at the redbox @ 8pm..Because of the stupid traffic jam..

We ate a lot..Especially my cayangness...haha..I was like sempat tapau bawa balik the crab and the duck because I felt so uncomfortable eating that crabs using hand @ that kind of place..haha..Later we sang numbers of songs..At the same time we kept eating and eating until the stomach overloaded..hehe..Well around 11pm they sang me a birthday song..haha thanks guys...Later we snapped pictures (as usual)..I need to run to Joe’s place @ Hartamas because another birthday bash is waiting for me...So I’ve off at 11.15pm..Sorry guys..But seriously I really had a great birthday bash with you guys especially the presence of my cayangness, my besties (wong-munk-faiz-ray)...huhu..Thanks a lot..~

xoxoxooxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxooxoxoxoxoxxoxooxoxoxoxoxoxox

PART 2 . : BIRTHDAY EVE : .

My day began at noon..I went to Kak Nor’s house at Bukit Raja (My cousin) with beloved mama as mama wanted to see her mom before my granny go back to Kedah (which is my Mak Utih’s house)..So this year my mom wont be able to celebrate syawal with her mom..So we went there to seek my granny’s forgiveness..It was like so drama..haha..My mama cried when she was salam(mintak ampun and maaf) her mom..huhu..sob sob..Then we went back to KL around 430pm..The traffic was f***ing hectic..I promised my baby to be at Bangsar before iftar..I texted him while I was caught on the federal highway traffic jam..He said its ok..hehe

I reached home at 6.00pm and speedily prepared myself..I was so chaotic-untidy-messy but I don’t care...The most important thing is my baby is waiting for me at The Garden..I reached there at 730pm..He took me to the Spaghetti Grills..I ordered Lamb Shoulder for my meal..We gobbled our food..!! (He fed me) hehe...sweet!! Damn...we love each other so much!!! I looked into his iris...Thanks baby for the meal...Yummilicious..!!

Later, he brought me to a place called ALEXIS...I thought my night will end at the Spaghetti Grills but he made a bombshell again...At Alexis, the waiter came out with a loveable strawberry terrace cake..Wow superb delicious..I was whimpering..He sang me birthday song and asked me to close my eyes for he got another surprises...

Wow..I got a gold necklace..Its so lovely..I started to cry but he gave me a big hug..I was like so gumbira..haha..I don’t know how to elaborate my happiness..But yes Im so joyful..

He also gave me his short NOTES...An ESSAY notes and also a passionate birthday card (Actually the card is dedicated to a wife) haha..hilarious moment..I wish myself *HAPPY 23^rd BIRTHDAY ZECCA* .. I think I should stop here because my politics’ friend wants to treat me for a hair treatment..yeay!!! Lets the pictures tell you everything...hehe..ENJOY readings and seeing... May All my wishes come true.. Insyaallah~ Lastly Thanks a lot baby..Really appreciate it and I will always love you for eternity~

Before we went back home...Took few pictures around Alexis area..